Chasing Redbird

  Chasing Redbird

  SHARON CREECH

  MAP

  DEDICATION

  For Lyle

  With thanks to K. T. H.

  Contents

  Title Page

  Map

  Dedication

  1 Tangled Spaghetti

  2 The Quiet Zone

  3 Sinking

  4 One-Day Special

  5 Resolutions

  6 Tadpoles and Pumpkins

  7 The Trail

  8 Bottle Caps

  9 Back in the Drawer

  10 The Mission

  11 Presents

  12 The Birds, the Rose, and the Turtle

  13 Bingo

  14 Gobbler

  15 Lost and Found

  16 Boogie-woogie

  17 Trespassing

  18 Proof

  19 Accused

  20 Beady Eyes

  21 Wanted

  22 The Fence

  23 Don’t Blame Me

  24 The Horse

  25 A Plan

  26 Provisions

  27 Alone

  28 Baby in the Bag

  29 Glimpses

  30 Homecoming

  31 Dag-blasted Body

  32 A Beaut

  33 The Old Lady

  34 Even a Monkey…

  35 Leaving

  36 Discovered

  37 Spook Hollow

  38 Bear Alley

  39 Lost

  40 Get That Horse

  41 The Ride

  42 The Cabin

  43 Drawers

  44 Petunia

  45 Chicory

  46 The Chase

  Excerpt from The Great Unexpected

  Prologue

  Chapter 1: A Body Falls from a Tree

  Chapter 2: Lizzie

  Chapter 3: Across the Ocean: Revenge

  Chapter 4: The Body Speaks

  About the Author

  Other Works

  Credits

  Copyright

  Back Ads

  About the publisher

  CHAPTER 1

  TANGLED SPAGHETTI

  Worms dangled in Aunt Jessie’s kitchen: red worms swarming over a lump of brown mud in a bowl. The bowl and the worms and the lump of mud were in a cross-stitched picture hanging above the stove.

  When I learned to read, I made out these words in blue letters beneath the bowl: Life is a bowl of spaghetti… Those worms weren’t worms; they were spaghetti. I imagined myself rummaging among the twisted strands of pasta. That was my life?

  There were more words: … every now and then you get a meatball. That mud was a meatball! I saw that meatball as a tremendous bonus you might unearth in all those convoluted spaghetti strands of your life. It was something to look forward to, a reward for all that slogging through your pasta.

  In my thirteen years, I’ve had meatballs, and I’ve had lumps of mud, too.

  My name is Zinny (for Zinnia) Taylor. I live with a slew of brothers and sisters and my parents on a farm in Bybanks, Kentucky. Our house fits snug up against Uncle Nate and Aunt Jessie’s, the two houses yoked together like one. Sometimes it seems too crowded on our side, and you don’t know who you are. You feel like everybody’s spaghetti is all tangled in one pot.

  Last spring I discovered a trail at the back of our property—an old trail, overgrown with grass and weeds. I knew instantly that it was mine and mine alone. What I didn’t know was how long it was or how hard it would be to uncover the whole thing, or that it would turn into such an obsession, that I’d be as driven as a chicken-eating dog in a henhouse.

  This trail was just like the spaghetti of me and my family, of Uncle Nate and Aunt Jessie, and of Jake Boone. It took a heap of doing to untangle it.

  CHAPTER 2

  THE QUIET ZONE

  Strolling from our kitchen through the passage into Aunt Jessie and Uncle Nate’s kitchen was like drifting back in time. On our side was a zoo of noises: the clomps and clumps of Ben, Will, and Sam zinging up and down the stairs; the blasting of Bonnie’s stereo; the bleeping of Gretchen’s computer; and the phone clanging off the wall for May.

  But when you stepped through the passage, suddenly you’d be in the Quiet Zone of Aunt Jessie and Uncle Nate’s house: silent as a tomb most of the time. There you’d see old-fashioned needlepoint pillows and wall hangings embroidered with poems and proverbs; you’d smell cinnamon and nutmeg; and you could trail your fingers over smooth counters and soft quilts.

  I spent a lot of time in the Quiet Zone. My brothers and sisters didn’t like it there, but I’d come to regard Uncle Nate and Aunt Jessie, his Redbird, as my second parents. They didn’t have any children now, though once they’d had a daughter named Rose, who was born the same month and year that I was.

  When Rose and I were four years old, I got whooping cough, and then Rose caught it from me. Rose had it bad, bad, bad. When she died, Aunt Jessie did a strange thing. She whipped out the bottom drawer of her huge dresser, plonked the drawer on a table, and lined it with Rose’s pink baby quilt. She placed Rose inside, and lit a dozen candles on the mantelpiece.

  Aunt Jessie believed that a newborn baby’s first bed should be a dresser drawer (pulled out from the dresser, though), and a person’s last bed, before her coffin, should be a dresser drawer. If you put a dead person in a dresser drawer, she would be reborn as an innocent babe. Aunt Jessie had some peculiar beliefs.

  I kept sneaking in to look at Rose, waiting for her to blink her sleepy eyes and sit up. People said, “Don’t touch her!” but I did, once. I tapped her hand, and it scared the beans out of me. It wasn’t her hand. It was like a doll’s hand, stiff, neither warm nor cold. I studied my own hand, wondering if it was going to turn into a doll’s hand like Rose’s.

  For two days, people filed in and out of that room, weeping over Rose in the dresser drawer. In my four-year-old mind, I knew I was responsible for Rose being in that drawer, and I waited for someone to punish me. Instead, people kept asking me if I was feeling better, and telling me how lucky I was. I didn’t feel very lucky. I felt like it was me in that drawer, or as if someone was going to lift Rose out and put me in instead.

  You might think that because Rose had caught the whooping cough from me, and I was still living, that Aunt Jessie and Uncle Nate would hold it against me; but they didn’t seem to. Instead, they took me on as their own special responsibility. I was a sickly, pathetic child, who caught every germ that floated through the house. Every time I got sick, Aunt Jessie would bundle me up and take me to her house and nurse me until I got better.

  Sometimes she called me Rose instead of Zinny, which made me feel peculiar. I wondered if maybe I was Rose; maybe it was Zinny who had died, and I was Rose, and these were my real parents.

  My mother was having babies right and left, and maybe she felt guilty that she had so many children while Aunt Jessie and Uncle Nate had none. Maybe she also felt, as I later came to feel, that we owed Aunt Jessie and Uncle Nate something. In any case, my parents let them fuss over me, and I liked being at their house, although I avoided that drawer. It was back in the dresser, but I’d imagine horrid things in it: dead bodies, especially.

  When I wasn’t sick, Aunt Jessie and Uncle Nate would take me on health walks around the farm. Uncle Nate might point out that because a red oak had open pores, its wood was used to make barrels that would hold dry things, but a white oak’s pores oozed sticky gum that formed a tight seal, so with white oak you could make ships. He and Aunt Jessie were regular walking encyclopedias.

  “Bingo!” Aunt Jessie would say, bending down to point out a buttercup or a fern. She’d pick up a plant fossil and tell me how it got there, millions of years ago. “What a wonder!” The only things she didn’t think were wonders were snakes.
She’d flinch at the sight of a crooked twig, mistaken for a snake. “That’s one thing I can’t abide,” she’d say. “A snake is not a wonder to me. I don’t know how God could have made such a creature.”

  At the end of our health walks, we’d pass the family cemetery where Rose was buried, but they never went too close to her grave. It was a strange thing about Rose. It was as if they’d erased her. All her toys were gone, all her clothes, all her pictures. I was having trouble remembering her. It was as if everything to do with Rose was put away in a drawer in my mind, and I couldn’t open that drawer.

  Sometimes I’d go to the cemetery by myself and drape flowers on Rose’s headstone. I’d talk to Rose, telling her what had been happening, and asking her how she was doing. This was a major accomplishment for me, because I hardly ever spoke to live people.

  It wasn’t that I was stupid (although a lot of teachers thought so when I first entered their classes), or that I didn’t like people. It was just that there didn’t seem to be a lot to say that someone wasn’t already saying. I liked listening.

  CHAPTER 3

  SINKING

  Our Aunt Jessie was snatched away from us six months ago. In the middle of a cool spring night, she up and died. It was a terrible, terrible time.

  Her death, so sudden and unexpected, left us all dazed and jittery, as we stumbled around trying to get our bearings. It was as if we’d all been slapped, hard, by a giant hand swooping down from the sky.

  Uncle Nate took to wandering around the whole live-long day and sometimes the night, taking photographs and talking to himself and to invisible people. One of them was his Redbird, Aunt Jessie, and he spent most of his time trying to catch her. Sometimes he’d chase her through the field, only we couldn’t see her, just him, loping along with a gnarled stick in his hand. He wasn’t trying to hit her. He always carried that stick.

  The stick was to beat the snakes with. I’d only ever seen one snake on our farm—a snake I had brought down from my trail—but still, Uncle Nate kept in practice. He whacked at anything that remotely resembled a snake. Once I caught him beating a belt, which was lying on the floor, nearly half to death. Another time I saw him beating the clothesline. I don’t know what he thought a snake would be doing strung up in the air like that with shirts hanging off it.

  And me, I figured Aunt Jessie’s death was all my fault, because of things I’d done and said. There I was, Zinnia Taylor: agent of doom. I felt as if someone had tied me up and dropped me in the middle of a swamp, where I was in danger of sinking like a discarded meatball. I was like a walking mummy, all sealed up against the world, sinking, sinking, sinking.

  It was about a month after her death that Jake Boone came back. We’ve always known Jake’s family, just as we’ve always known everyone else around here. Four or five years ago, Jake’s parents split up, and his mother took Jake and moved away, leaving Jake’s father all by himself. Then, shortly after Aunt Jessie died, Jake came back and tried to get me out of that swamp. He sure had an odd way of going about it, though.

  CHAPTER 4

  ONE-DAY SPECIAL

  Jake Boone used to be a skinny little kid (“as skinny as six o’clock,” Aunt Jessie said), and all I remembered about him was that once he cried at church when my sister May pushed him into a hedge because he’d tried to give her a daffodil. When Jake moved away, I forgot all about him, and that is the up-and-down truth.

  The next time I saw Jake was after Aunt Jessie died, when I went into Mrs. Flint’s store one Friday afternoon. Behind the counter was a tall, broad-shouldered boy, who looked about sixteen years old (which is how old he was). He was wearing a white T-shirt with the sleeves rolled up, which is not the way boys wear their T-shirts in this town. His hair was short and dark, and he smiled a big smile at me.

  “Howdy,” he said. “Which one are you?”

  I’m used to this question, but I didn’t answer.

  “I know you’re a Taylor,” he said, “because you look like a Taylor. But which one are you? Gretchen? May?”

  “Zinny.” I was surprised at the sound of my own voice, which I hadn’t used much lately.

  “Naw! Can’t be! You were just a scrawny little pipsqueak when I saw you last.”

  “And when was that?” I asked.

  “Heck—I haven’t seen you since the hogs et Grandma.”

  Hogs didn’t really eat his grandma. That’s just a Bybanks expression.

  “Don’t you know who I am?” he said.

  “Maybe I do and maybe I don’t.” (I didn’t.)

  “Jake—I’m Jake!”

  I looked him over. “Jake Boone?”

  “Yep.” He put both hands against his chest, as if he were making sure he was still there. “That’s me, all right.”

  He didn’t look anything like that skinny little dirt dauber that May had stuck in the hedge.

  “What are you staring at?” he asked. “Don’t you believe it’s me?”

  I didn’t. I thought maybe he was an impostor. You never know. In a movie I once saw, a lady’s husband came back from the war, and it took her two years to figure out that the man wasn’t her real husband after all. “You look different.”

  “Well, so do you,” he said. “How’s your family? Sorry to hear about your aunt. How’s Uncle Nate taking it?”

  “Hard.”

  “How’s May and Bonnie and Will? And Gretchen? Ben? Sam?”

  He sure had a good memory. “Fine,” I said.

  “And Sal Hiddle? You two still best friends?”

  “She’s gone,” I said. “Ohio.” That was another big empty hole in my life. My best friend Sal had been forced to move to Ohio with her father. Sal insisted that she was coming back to Bybanks, but I wasn’t convinced. That’s what her mother had said once, and her mother sure hadn’t returned.

  “Who’s living at their place? I saw a car there—”

  “People named Butler. Renting,” I said.

  “Your sister May—she still have that hot temper?”

  “Hotter than a boiled owl,” I said.

  Jake picked up the flour I’d put on the counter. “This all you need?” He rang it up, put the flour in a bag, snatched a package of cookies from the shelf behind him, and dropped them in the bag too.

  “You didn’t charge me enough,” I said, “and I didn’t ask for cookies.”

  “You’re sharp as a fence post, Zinny Taylor.” He pushed the bag across the counter. “Flour’s on sale today. And when you buy flour, you get a free bag of cookies.”

  “Mrs. Flint never does that.”

  “New policy,” Jake said. “It’s a one-day special.” Just before I left, he added, “Maybe I’ll come on up and see you sometime.”

  “Somebody’s always there,” I said, figuring he meant my whole family.

  At dinner that night, my mother said, “Where’d those cookies come from—the ones on the counter?”

  I explained about the one-day special.

  Dad said, “Mrs. Flint did that? A special?”

  “No, Jake Boone.”

  My sister May, who is sixteen and proud of it, said, “Jake Boone? He’s back? That skinny little doodlebug—”

  Dad said, “I heard he and his mother are both back.”

  “For good?” Mom asked.

  “Back home with Mr. Boone?” Gretchen asked.

  “That’s what I hear,” Dad said.

  In the middle of this, Uncle Nate sat quietly at one end of the table. He was waving at the gravy bowl, so I passed it along to him.

  May pressed on. “What’s that doodlebug Jake like?”

  “Different,” I said.

  Gretchen, my oldest sister, said, “Is he handsome?”

  Everyone looked at me. I shrugged. “Don’t know.” (I did know. He was.)

  May said, “Well, is he gonna come up and visit us?”

  I said, “Maybe.”

  “Honestly, Zinny,” May said, “you ought to learn how to talk in complete sentences. When’s he co
ming?”

  “Don’t know. Sometime.”

  You might just as well roll over and die when May sets her sights on someone. She gets all the boys. All of them. You get mashed flatter than a fritter if you get in her way.

  CHAPTER 5

  RESOLUTIONS

  The center of the town of Bybanks is about a mile away from our house. There are three small school buildings and a grocery store, gas station, church, and post office. That’s it. There are a hundred and twenty-two people spread out in Bybanks, according to the sign at the town limits, and nearly everyone lives on a farm. Kids from nearby towns go to our schools; otherwise there’d only be about a dozen students, and most of them would be Taylors.

  Stretching out behind our farm are hills—thirty, forty, maybe fifty miles of nothing but hills and trees and rivers. People around here say that you can slip up into the hills and wander for days, weeks, months, and not see another living soul. They say there are places back in the hills that have never been trodden by human feet.

  Our farm has always belonged to Uncle Nate, who is Dad’s much-older brother—or maybe it belonged to Dad. It was a steady argument as to whose farm it was. Uncle Nate would say it was Dad’s farm, and Dad insisted it was Nate’s until the day Nate kicked the bucket.

  Uncle Nate was a restless man, as frisky as a flea on an old barn dog, and sometimes he used to drive Aunt Jessie crazy, getting in her way. During these times, she would suggest he take one of his mountain treks or else work the farm more. He’d usually choose the mountain trek, and he’d say, “Sure you won’t come with me?” Sometimes she’d relent and join him, but increasingly she’d heave a big sigh and tell him to go on alone. She always said she had a weak heart, and she had diabetes—which she called her sugar. “My sugar’s acting up,” she’d say.

  Uncle Nate would say, “Guess I’ll go on alone and meet my sweetheart.” I never paid any attention to that; I figured he was joking.